just kicking it real.

All Hope

Just when I've struggled enough to get things together
it all has collasped on me again.

posted by maa vue @ 4:39 AM 1 comments

Unconditional love

Unconditional Love

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home from the war. He called his parents from San Francisco. Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me. Sure, they replied, we'd love to meet him. There's something you should know the son continued, he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us. I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us Son said the father, you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own. At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are. Tonight, before you tuck yourself in for the night, say a little prayer that God will give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to help us all be more understanding of those who are different from us!!! There's a miracle called Friendship that dwells in the heart. You don't know how it happens or when it gets started. But you know the special lift it always brings and you realize that Friendship is God's most precious gift! Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to u.

posted by maa vue @ 9:27 PM 5 comments

you've got a friend in me!

well, the song "you've got a friend in me" from the movie TOY STORY, is actually a duet that I am going to do with Ben Greenly (what a shortie!) LoL. Well, we're both short ^^;. AHHAHAHAHA. I find that funny.... well... maybe LOL.

anyways, well, due to major headaches, I haven't been able to do much online.
Not to mention even draw @__@... [sniff sniff]

Wow, =O... Last Friday at NDA vs. EAST basketball game was so much fun ^___^
I actually stayed for the whole thing >_< LoL. I made a new friend also =D

Hmmmm... I have alot of things to do V____V... procrasination sucks...
well... I'll come up with more stuff later >_<
JA NE!

posted by maa vue @ 8:22 PM 2 comments

relive those memories

a song i wrote. My little sister and I actually sanged it.

TITLE: RELIVE THOSE MEMORIES
Artist: Maa and Pa Vue

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time passes by, I begin to realize
how little moments like this
could bring tears to my eyes
drifting day by day
I long for your presence by my side
oh, how i want to say

lets relive those days
lets relive those tomorrows
dont forget those words you said
when I met you in the hallway
those party nights and crazy games
oh, how I want to say
lets relive those memories

even though half the goods, the bads
the okays, and the bitter days
interfere with our daily lives
we manage to make it through
even though half the hour, minutes
and seconds I lost you to
someone better
you'd always say,
efforts were worth the price.
oh, how I want to say

lets relive those days
lets relive those tomorrows
dont forget those words you said
when you met me in the hallway
those party nights and crazy games
oh, how I want to say
lets relive those memories

since now, we've been busier
money eats away our lives
so little, little little remincsing time
it makes me wanna cry
do I have to let those memories die? (oh no)

lets go back to present times now
your wedding session is held tomorrow
you had forgotten those words you said
when we finally met in the hallway
those sad nights and annoying games
oh, now I want to say
lets forget those memories

Lets go back to present times now
we've passed eachother in the hallway
you once said, you'll wait for me.

posted by maa vue @ 9:39 PM 6 comments

procrasinate!

I hate when I procrasinate @__@...
well, 2maro I'll be going over to Steve's house with Nate, Phong, and Bibi =)
its going to be pure fun ^_________^

I admit, I dont go to friend's houses alot v_v no wonder nobody ever comes over to my house.
Only place that I ever go over to is my cousin's house.
How sad v_v. So now, its like going to my second time at a guy's house o_o''' how sad is that?
LOL XD. Its true though ^^. I went to Brian Oliver's house once for a school project
and now I'm going over to Steve's house to do some more recording for ACI =D. Once again, PURE FUN!

LIST OF THINGS TO DO:
1. ACI fansite [just need to do the html coding]
2. Nate's digital picture
3. Natalie's digital picture
4. Jordan's digital picture
5. study for biology test on monday
6. finish worksheet for Modern US history
7. finish worksheets, discussions, and pictures for Biology
8. Finish my new drawing
9. Finish writing Modern US History essay
10. Find two new songs for my dance group
11. Learn RESPECT solo for Rhapsody
12. Make up absences for Rhapsody.

yep....... thats ALL that I need to do... hopefully by today and 2maro V_V....
I CAN DO IT! YES I CAN!!!

posted by maa vue @ 10:52 PM 6 comments

Asian Caucasion Invasion Show

I swere, that show is SO FUNNY!
Well, its not a show, but sounds more like a radio station done by Nate and his two friends. I find it hilarious since its about their own thoughts. LoL!
I've only listen to their episode one, four, and six!
Great guys, great guys. I might make a site about it for them. LoL. I find it too much fun! LoL!

Hmmmm, I think school is going alrite. I cant wait for 2maro, since I get to skip 1st through 4th hour! Thats because I have diversity leadership at downtown so yeah! AHAHAHAHAH...
OMG, in gym, it was so hilarious! Nate and David were like wrestling(?) and I think David was harassing Nate for the fun of it, but then IT WENT A LITTLE TOO FAR. LOL! I dont know what actually happened, but Nate was pretty like... iono, acting bashful in a way(?). LoL! But yeah, I wish I knew what actually happened. LoL.

hmmmmm..... what else is there? Hmmmm.... hmmmmmm..... I guess thats all. LoL, CIAO!

posted by maa vue @ 5:32 PM 3 comments

sometimes.

when I look at myself in the mirror, I see a refined me. But why do mirrors have to lie so much? Mirrors cannot show us who we really are inside. Pictures can only show people who beautiful or handsome we are, but not how we act and all. Well, nothing to be done you can say.

Sometimes, there are moments in life where you cant face the next day.
I get that alot. I cant really face the next day due to what happen the day before.
I dont like "fear". It ticks me off you can say. Lol.
When someone looks at me, they cant tell that I've been undergoing stress and fatique.
Sigh, what is happiness? What do you get out of being happy?
You get people's smile and misjudgement on you.
hiding. its all I can ever do.
well, I hate to talk about depressing things all the time.
Maybe in the next post I might put up something nice and happy?
who knows, till next time.

posted by maa vue @ 9:17 PM 5 comments